Been busy like always but being forced to update again *cough cough* Crystal.
Well I am done with the military, hope they wont fuck up my pay like they always do.
Engaged to a wonderful woman whom without I would be lost.
expecting another boy we still haven't picked a name for
still looking for a fucking job.
have a stepchild Lucas who I love more then anything.
got a new car but who really cares about that
my dog is a pain in the ass
I still drink and smoke to much but who cares
and sorry Crystal its been a long night and this is gonna be my post don't go slit your wrists please love ya see you in bed
peace out bitches

Well again it has been a long time since I have updated. Been busy as hell with life. I am engaged to a wonderful girl and are expecting and boy due in December. Also moving into a house and getting out of the military this week. I also can't wait to start school and start working. Maybe I will be able to update more often when I get home. Till then peace out bitches.

Dan is watching the last Steelers pre-season game. Its 3rd quarter 17-0. I'm over here playing on his livejournal. I swear he WILL update eventually... but I've been hearing that promise for what 4 months now? Come on Dan, come on.

It's been a long fuckin time since I have been on here been really busy with life and I am always on my myspace if i wanna look me up my url is WWW.MYSPACE.COM/FREELANCER0309 look me up sometime I will drop in from time to time till then peace

GODDAMN IT HAS BEEN 11 WEEKS SINCE I UPDATED...TO DAMN LONG HAHA. RIGHT NOW I'M BACK AT WALTER REED IN WASHINGTON DC FOR MORE PHYSICAL THERAPY, ITS BULLSHIT I WAS FINE BACK AT HOME RECOVERING IN THE BUTLER VA, BUT THE ARMY HAS OTHER PLANS FOR ME SO I AM BACK HERE. I CAN'T COMPLAIN THO, I AM STILL ALIVE AND HAVE ALL MY APPENDAGES SO I CONSIDER MYSELF LUCKY. IT IS A REAL EYE OPENER WHEN YOU COME BACK, I HAVE NEVER COMPLAINED ABOUT MY INJURIES AND I HAVE NO RIGHT TOO, I GOT LUCKY REALLY LUCKY THAT I WASN'T KILLED AND I DIDN'T LOSE MY LEG. EVERYDAY I MEET NEW PEOPLE WHO HAD GOTTEN HURT OVER IN THAT FUCKIN SHITHOLE CALLED IRAQ WHO ARE MISSING LEGS AND ARMS, ITS TERRIBLE WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO THEM. I GOT LUCKY AND I KNOW THAT, IT COULD'VE BEEN WORSE. I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO A LOT OF THE SOLDIERS WHO GOT HURT OVER THERE AND THEY HAVE NO COMPLAINTS, THEY ARE THANKFUL JUST TO BE ALIVE WEATHER THEY LOST THEIR LETS OR NOT THEY ARE JUST GLAD TO BE ALIVE. I TRY TO PUT MYSELF IN THEIR SHOES AND I CAN'T SEE MYSELF WANTING TO BE ALIVE, BUT I HAVE ALL MY LIMBS, I AM SURE MY MIND WOULD BE DIFFERENT IF THE SITUATION WAS LIKE THEIRS, BUT IT ISN'T. ANOTHER THING I HAVE HEARD THAT MOST CIVILANS WOULD NEVER EANT TO GO THERE OR GO BACK IF THEY WENT IN THE 1ST PLACE. IF YOU TALK TO A SOLDIER I BET EVERYONE OF THEM WOULD SAY IF I COULD GO BACK I WOULD, AND I AGREE, IF I COULD GO BACK I WOULD. I WOULD GO BACK FOR MY FRIENDS WHO ARE STILL THERE FOR THE FREEDOM OF THIS COUNTRY FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BACK HOME. IT IS WORTH IT GETTING SHOT AT OR BLOWN UP I WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.
ANOTHER THING I WAS THINKING ABOUT IS, SHOULD WE BE IN IRAQ? A QUSTION THAT I GET ASKED A LOT AND MY ANSWER IS YES WE SHOULD. IF YOU LISTEN TO CNN OR YOUR LOCAL NEWS ALL THEY TALK ABOUT IS WHAT IS WRONG OR GOING BAD IN IRAQ WE HAVE LOST OVER 3,900 SOLDIERS IN IRAQ SINCE WE WENT INVADED IN 2003 THAT IS TRAGIC AND I PRAY FOR THE FAMILIES OF THE FALLEN AND THE WOUNDED. BUT WE ARE DOING A LOT OF GOOD OVER THERE THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T HEAR, I KNOW I HAVE BEEN THERE IN BAGHDAD THE INSURGENCE RATE WAS 67% SINCE 3/2 SCR GOT THERE IN WENT FROM 67% TO 22% SINCE AUGUST, SO ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO SAID THAT WE ARE GETTING OUR ASS KICKED OVER THERE CAN FUCK OFF, ALL YOU HEAR US WHAT IS ON THE NEWS TALK TO A SOLDIER AND YOU WILL HEAR A DIFFERENT SIDE AND MORE TRUE SIDE THEN THE FUCKIN NEWS WHO ONLY REPORTS ABOUT ALL THE KILLED AND THE THE STUFF THAT WOULD TURN THE PUBLIC AGAINST US. TRUTHFULLY, IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN THERE THEN DON'T TALK SHIT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SOLDIERS ARE DOING FOR YOU, YOUR FREE BECAUSE OF THERE SACRIFICE AND THEY WILL DO IT FOR EVERYONE NO QUSTIONS ASKED, I GUESS THE REALLY POINT OF THIS IS ITS OK NOT TO SUPPORT THE WAR BUT SUPPORT THE SOLDIERS THEY DEFEND YOUR FREEDOM.

AND TOO THE GUYS IN GHOST. CO. 3/2 SCR KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND BE SAFE HOPE TOO SEE YOU GUYS IN SEPTEMBER WHEN YOU GET BACK.

LATER BITCHES

Hey everyone hope you guys are doing good. I am finally out of walter reed and relocated at Mcguire VA in West Virgina and hopeflly home by Christmas. Although I cant put any weight on my left foot till March I am just glad to be aliveI should be out of the weelchair by the end of the week and on to crutches. That will make life a lot easierI still have a lot of work but time will heal me and soon I will be home. till then later.

Take 2 anti homocidal pills as needed

Hey everyone hope you are all doing well I am recovering at Mcguire VA in Richmond Virgina ya I got hurt I'm a little foggy on the details bit I broke my ankle and my femer inmy my left leg and I should be going home soon I hope at least I am out of Iraq well take care later

Well its good bye I don't know when I will be able to post again. Maybe I will be able to post in Kuwait but who knows when I will be back on so until then take care and be safe have good mosh-pitting later........

Its my last day here in Germany, can't believe I am gonna be gone for the next 15 months. It is really starting to sink in I am starting to get nervous now. The scariest part is that there is gonna be some much that I miss within those months. My son is going to be almost 3 before I see him again. That is the worst I really don't want to miss all of that. I have been thinking a lot about all of this and I really can't wait to be done with all of it come back to Germany and get the fuck out of dodge and live the rest of my life out if the army and hopefully be happy. I really don't know how this is gonna turn out and it is scaring me a little ok I'm lying it is scaring me a lot. I guess I am gonna have to wait and let this all pan out hopefully it will go my way. Well I am gonna try to make 1 more post tomorrow before I leave until then stay safe and have good mosh-pitting